So, whatevs. That's that. I'm sort of over it. I just have zero expectations this time around. I am neither optimistic nor pessimistic. I kind of almost don't care. I do, obviously, but I guess the defense mechanism of ambivalence is currently active. I clearly have no control, so I'm just along for the ride. Whatever is going to happen is going to happen. And, if nothing happens, well then we're already planning for a second opinion from the fine folks out in Colorado. I think our clinic is great, and I totally trust the doctors and embryologists, but CCRM is just the best there is. And given our issues with fertilization, if anyone can give us answers or better odds, it's them.
In other news, we might go to a movie... at a movie theater... tonight. This is epic for a few reasons: 1) it's a school night, 2) I am pretty certain the last movie either of us saw in a theater was Tron in 3D Christmas 2010, and 3) we rarely do ANYTHING during the week. A usual weeknight for us consists of cooking dinner, walking the dogs, maybe a little cleaning, and watching TV or reading. Might as well live on the edge while we're DINKs.